The Bookworm says... Absolutely!!!!! History Is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera is easily my favorite read of the year (so far!). Even though Theo and Griffin broke up, Griffin still loves him... Even though Theo is away at college and dating someone else, Griffin still loves him... Even after Theo drowns, Griffin still loves him... In the wake of his ex-boyfriend's death, Griffin realizes two things to be true- One: losing people you love sucks. A lot. And, two: his OCD is getting increasingly worse as each day without Theo passes. When Theo's boyfriend from college, Jackson, comes to New York for the funeral, Griffin wants nothing to do with him. Once he realizes that Jackson is the only one who understands what he is going through, everything changes.
This book blew me away, so much so that I don't think any review I can write will do it justice. This is my best shot. Adam Silvera, author of More Happy Than Not, has managed to produce yet another outstanding young-adult novel. First of all, it is told from Griffin's point of view, with Theo as the audience. The reader is often addressed as "you", referring to Theo. Silvera skillfully weaves through time, alternating chapters between "History" and "Today". Changing setting between chapters runs the risk of having a lost and confused reader, but I didn't feel lost in the slightest while reading this book. It's one of those books that makes you everything but lost- you find yourself in it. Love and loss, common themes in both of Silvera's novels, are driving forces of the plot. The characters experience love and loss, and so will the reader. I cannot tell you how many times I had to put this book down while reading during school so I wouldn't break out in tears in front of my classmates (mostly because it's an embarrassing number). Griffin's OCD is conveyed perfectly, truly showing what it is like to live with the disorder and how it takes control of your life. Anyone that has ever lost someone they love will find true meaning in this book. I found myself constantly writing down the numbers of pages that held passages I felt I truly connected with, or even pages that I just loved. From the artful setting changes, incredibly developed characters, themes that are easy to relate to, and emotional depth of the story to Adam Silvera's all around gorgeous writing, it is pretty much impossible not to love this book. I am heavily anticipating this release, because I know that it is going to change the entire YA world for the better. So now, I urge you, mark your calendars for January and run to get a copy of this astounding novel.
"I feel like a rock being skipped through the ocean- pain, relief, pain again, relief again, eventually destined to sink."
Previously reviewed by Adam Silvera: More Happy Than Not
More Happy Than Not was one of my top ten reads of 2015! See my top ten here!
DISCLAIMER: This review is based on an advance uncopyedited edition. Tentative release date is January 2017.